January 21, 2012

Recall What God Remembers

Thus says the Lord: ’I remember . . . the kindness of your youth . . .’ —Jeremiah 2:2

 Am I as spontaneously kind to God as I used to be, or am I only expecting God to be kind to me? Does everything in my life fill His heart with gladness, or do I constantly complain because things don’t seem to be going my way? A person who has forgotten what God treasures will not be filled with joy. It is wonderful to remember that Jesus Christ has needs which we can meet— “Give Me a drink” (John 4:7). How much kindness have I shown Him in the past week? Has my life been a good reflection on His reputation?

God is saying to His people, “You are not in love with Me now, but I remember a time when you were.” He says, “I remember . . . the love of your betrothal . . .” (Jeremiah 2:2). Am I as filled to overflowing with love for Jesus Christ as I was in the beginning, when I went out of my way to prove my devotion to Him? Does He ever find me pondering the time when I cared only for Him? Is that where I am now, or have I chosen man’s wisdom over true love for Him? Am I so in love with Him that I take no thought for where He might lead me? Or am I watching to see how much respect I get as I measure how much service I should give Him?

As I recall what God remembers about me, I may also begin to realize that He is not what He used to be to me. When this happens, I should allow the shame and humiliation it creates in my life, because it will bring godly sorrow, and “godly sorrow produces repentance . . .” (2 Corinthians 7:10).

想想神記得什麼?

你幼年的恩愛……我都記得。 (耶二2) 

我愛神是否像昔日一樣甘心自發?還是只指望以仁慈對待我?我有沒有許多微小的事可以討他歡心?還是因路不順遂而唉哼怨嘆?你心若忘記了神所看為寶貴的,就不會喜樂。試想主耶穌需要我——[請給我水喝],這是多麼美妙的事!過去的一個禮拜裡,我怎樣表示愛他呢?在我的生活中,有沒有彰顯他的名呢? 

神對他子民說:[你現在不再愛我了,但我很記得你愛我的那段日子。 ][我記得……你婚姻般的愛情。 ]當日我怎樣撇開一切,表明誠心愛他;如今,我是否仍對他有這不斷湧流的愛情?我除了他別無眷戀的日子,是否要在回憶中去追尋?我如今還在那境地,還是懂得怎樣去愛他?我是否深深地愛他而不管前途如何?還是在註視自己該得的地位,估計著該擺上多少事奉?假若我想起神紀念我的日子,卻發覺他在我心中已不復昔日重要的地位,就叫我羞愧自卑,因為羞愧會帶來憂愁,叫我悔改。 

祈禱◆主啊,我何等渴望你帶領我與你面對面!我的靈渴想著你、你恩典的觸動和你聖靈的氣息。

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