Showing posts with label Attitudes. Show all posts
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May 30, 2014

“Yes— But . . .!”

Lord, I will follow You, but . . . —Luke 9:61

Suppose God tells you to do something that is an enormous test of your common sense, totally going against it. What will you do? Will you hold back? If you get into the habit of doing something physically, you will do it every time you are tested until you break the habit through sheer determination. And the same is true spiritually. Again and again you will come right up to what Jesus wants, but every time you will turn back at the true point of testing, until you are determined to abandon yourself to God in total surrender. Yet we tend to say, “Yes, but— suppose I do obey God in this matter, what about . . . ?” Or we say, “Yes, I will obey God if what He asks of me doesn’t go against my common sense, but don’t ask me to take a step in the dark.”

Jesus Christ demands the same unrestrained, adventurous spirit in those who have placed their trust in Him that the natural man exhibits. If a person is ever going to do anything worthwhile, there will be times when he must risk everything by his leap in the dark. In the spiritual realm, Jesus Christ demands that you risk everything you hold on to or believe through common sense, and leap by faith into what He says. Once you obey, you will immediately find that what He says is as solidly consistent as common sense.

By the test of common sense, Jesus Christ’s statements may seem mad, but when you test them by the trial of faith, your findings will fill your spirit with the awesome fact that they are the very words of God. Trust completely in God, and when He brings you to a new opportunity of adventure, offering it to you, see that you take it. We act like pagans in a crisis— only one out of an entire crowd is daring enough to invest his faith in the character of God.


[好的--但! ]

主,我要跟從你,但……(路九61)

假如神叫你做一件與常理大相徑庭的事,你會怎樣呢?退縮?在肉身上養成的習慣,須以堅定的決心去改變,否則就會一直做下去。在屬靈上,也是如此。你屢次遵主的話起來,但到了某一關頭,就會裹足不前,甚至毅然放棄。 [好的,但--假定我在這事上順服神,……又怎樣? ][好了,我心順服神,只要他讓我用自己的智慧,不踏足在黑暗中。 ]耶穌基督要求倚靠他的人,有天然的那種冒險精神。若有人要做一件有價值的事,他有時必須孤注一擲。屬靈的領域裡,主也要求你用理智所堅持的一切撇下,投入他的話語裡去。你這樣做,就會發現他所說的合符理智。在常理下,耶穌基督的話似乎是瘋狂的;可是,在信心跟前,你就會驚訝地發現這正是神的話。要全心信靠神,當他領你去探險,要立刻接受。我們在危機之中,往往表現得像不信的人。所以千萬人中也許只有一個,肯將信心寄放在神身上。

祈禱◆噢,主啊,靠著你的恩典,我的思想能夠明白那麼多,所說的話也能那麼多--求你使我的心靈和行為不單與思想踏著同一步伐,更能夠超越它。

May 30, 2013

“Yes— But . . .!”

Lord, I will follow You, but . . . —Luke 9:61

Suppose God tells you to do something that is an enormous test of your common sense, totally going against it. What will you do? Will you hold back? If you get into the habit of doing something physically, you will do it every time you are tested until you break the habit through sheer determination. And the same is true spiritually. Again and again you will come right up to what Jesus wants, but every time you will turn back at the true point of testing, until you are determined to abandon yourself to God in total surrender. Yet we tend to say, “Yes, but— suppose I do obey God in this matter, what about . . . ?” Or we say, “Yes, I will obey God if what He asks of me doesn’t go against my common sense, but don’t ask me to take a step in the dark.”

Jesus Christ demands the same unrestrained, adventurous spirit in those who have placed their trust in Him that the natural man exhibits. If a person is ever going to do anything worthwhile, there will be times when he must risk everything by his leap in the dark. In the spiritual realm, Jesus Christ demands that you risk everything you hold on to or believe through common sense, and leap by faith into what He says. Once you obey, you will immediately find that what He says is as solidly consistent as common sense.

By the test of common sense, Jesus Christ’s statements may seem mad, but when you test them by the trial of faith, your findings will fill your spirit with the awesome fact that they are the very words of God. Trust completely in God, and when He brings you to a new opportunity of adventure, offering it to you, see that you take it. We act like pagans in a crisis— only one out of an entire crowd is daring enough to invest his faith in the character of God.


[好的--但! ]

主,我要跟從你,但……(路九61)

假如神叫你做一件與常理大相徑庭的事,你會怎樣呢?退縮?在肉身上養成的習慣,須以堅定的決心去改變,否則就會一直做下去。在屬靈上,也是如此。你屢次遵主的話起來,但到了某一關頭,就會裹足不前,甚至毅然放棄。 [好的,但--假定我在這事上順服神,……又怎樣? ][好了,我心順服神,只要他讓我用自己的智慧,不踏足在黑暗中。 ]耶穌基督要求倚靠他的人,有天然的那種冒險精神。若有人要做一件有價值的事,他有時必須孤注一擲。屬靈的領域裡,主也要求你用理智所堅持的一切撇下,投入他的話語裡去。你這樣做,就會發現他所說的合符理智。在常理下,耶穌基督的話似乎是瘋狂的;可是,在信心跟前,你就會驚訝地發現這正是神的話。要全心信靠神,當他領你去探險,要立刻接受。我們在危機之中,往往表現得像不信的人。所以千萬人中也許只有一個,肯將信心寄放在神身上。

祈禱◆噢,主啊,靠著你的恩典,我的思想能夠明白那麼多,所說的話也能那麼多--求你使我的心靈和行為不單與思想踏著同一步伐,更能夠超越它。

December 29, 2012

Deserter or Disciple?

From that time many of His disciples went back and walked with Him no more —John 6:66

When God, by His Spirit through His Word, gives you a clear vision of His will, you must “walk in the light” of that vision (1 John 1:7). Even though your mind and soul may be thrilled by it, if you don’t “walk in the light” of it you will sink to a level of bondage never envisioned by our Lord. Mentally disobeying the “heavenly vision” (Acts 26:19) will make you a slave to ideas and views that are completely foreign to Jesus Christ. Don’t look at someone else and say, “Well, if he can have those views and prosper, why can’t I?” You have to “walk in the light” of the vision that has been given to you. Don’t compare yourself with others or judge them— that is between God and them. When you find that one of your favorite and strongly held views clashes with the “heavenly vision,” do not begin to debate it. If you do, a sense of property and personal right will emerge in you— things on which Jesus placed no value. He was against these things as being the root of everything foreign to Himself— “. . . for one’s life does not consist in the abundance of the things he possesses” (Luke 12:15). If we don’t see and understand this, it is because we are ignoring the underlying principles of our Lord’s teaching.

Our tendency is to lie back and bask in the memory of the wonderful experience we had when God revealed His will to us. But if a New Testament standard is revealed to us by the light of God, and we don’t try to measure up, or even feel inclined to do so, then we begin to backslide. It means your conscience does not respond to the truth. You can never be the same after the unveiling of a truth. That moment marks you as one who either continues on with even more devotion as a disciple of Jesus Christ, or as one who turns to go back as a deserter.


逃兵還是門徒?

從此他門徒中多有退去的,不再和他同行。 (約六66)

神藉聖靈透過他的話語,現實他的心意,使你心靈興奮萬分;但你若不行在這異象的光中,就沉淪在努力的狀態中,受制於一種不屬於主的觀點。你若心裡不服從天上來的異象,就必服役於主耶穌以外的觀點。不要指著別人說:[看哪,他持那些觀點,仍然順利亨通,我為什麼不可以? ]你要行在異象的光中,不要與人比較,或判斷別人,那是他與神之間的事。你若發現自己所喜悅的觀點,與天上來的異象相違,你為此爭辯,漸漸裡面就會產生一種擁有感和個人權利感,這些都是主耶穌所棄絕的。他反對這些,因為這一切是叫人離開神的根源。 [人的生命不在乎家道豐富。 ]我們不體會這一點,是因為我們漠視主基本的教訓。

我們很容易回想過往美妙的經歷。可是,神的光若向你顯示一個標準,而你未能達到,或不想達到,那你就開始退後了,因為這表示你的良心對真理並未作出回應。真理一旦開啟,便再也無法依然故我。那一刻就決定你是向前做主的真門徒,還是退後做逃兵。

祈禱◆主啊,願我們四周的每一寸空間,今天都被你所充滿。願你引導的手,適當而奇妙地掌管一切;願你將我們舉起,進入你奇妙的計劃中,並且使我們不至衝動鹵莽。

December 28, 2012

Continuous Conversion

. . . unless you are converted and become as little children, you will by no means enter the kingdom of heaven —Matthew 18:3

These words of our Lord refer to our initial conversion, but we should continue to turn to God as children, being continuously converted every day of our lives. If we trust in our own abilities, instead of God’s, we produce consequences for which God will hold us responsible. When God through His sovereignty brings us into new situations, we should immediately make sure that our natural life submits to the spiritual, obeying the orders of the Spirit of God. Just because we have responded properly in the past is no guarantee that we will do so again. The response of the natural to the spiritual should be continuous conversion, but this is where we so often refuse to be obedient. No matter what our situation is, the Spirit of God remains unchanged and His salvation unaltered. But we must “put on the new man . . .” (Ephesians 4:24). God holds us accountable every time we refuse to convert ourselves, and He sees our refusal as willful disobedience. Our natural life must not rule— God must rule in us.

To refuse to be continuously converted puts a stumbling block in the growth of our spiritual life. There are areas of self-will in our lives where our pride pours contempt on the throne of God and says, “I won’t submit.” We deify our independence and self-will and call them by the wrong name. What God sees as stubborn weakness, we call strength. There are whole areas of our lives that have not yet been brought into submission, and this can only be done by this continuous conversion. Slowly but surely we can claim the whole territory for the Spirit of God.


不斷迴轉

你們若不迴轉,變成小孩子的樣式……(太十八3)

這話不但在我們初信之時十分真確,就是在我們生命的每一天,也要迴轉,向神作小孩子。我們若信賴自己的頭腦過於神,他就要我們負責後果。我們的身體既在神安排下進入新的境況,就要讓天然生命順服聖靈的指揮。一次成功,並不等於第二次也可以成功。肉體生命與屬靈生命的關係,是不斷的迴轉,這是我們本性所不願的。不管在什麼環境下,神的靈始終不變,神的救恩也不變,但我們要[穿上新人]。我們每次不肯迴轉,神都要我們自己負責,因為我們的拒絕,是出於故意的頑梗。我們不要被肉體的生命管轄,必須讓神掌管。

屬靈生命的阻礙,是不肯經常迴轉悔改,我們用許多頑梗的藉口,在神的寶座前自傲地說:[我不肯。 ]我們尊崇獨立固執,給它們錯誤的稱號。神看作頑梗的軟弱,我們卻稱之為力量。我們生命中還有許多地方未受管治的,這只有靠經常迴轉才可以達成。逐漸地,我們必然被聖靈收復所有失地。

祈禱◆噢,主啊,願我能被你帶進你與我同在的境地,從你的立場觀看事情。今天早上,我要向你的百姓說話,噢,主啊,以你恩慈的靈重新膏立我。

December 19, 2012

The Focus Of Our Message

I did not come to bring peace but a sword —Matthew 10:34

Never be sympathetic with a person whose situation causes you to conclude that God is dealing harshly with him. God can be more tender than we can conceive, and every once in a while He gives us the opportunity to deal firmly with someone so that He may be viewed as the tender One. If a person cannot go to God, it is because he has something secret which he does not intend to give up— he may admit his sin, but would no more give up that thing than he could fly under his own power. It is impossible to deal sympathetically with people like that. We must reach down deep in their lives to the root of the problem, which will cause hostility and resentment toward the message. People want the blessing of God, but they can’t stand something that pierces right through to the heart of the matter.

If you are sensitive to God’s way, your message as His servant will be merciless and insistent, cutting to the very root. Otherwise, there will be no healing. We must drive the message home so forcefully that a person cannot possibly hide, but must apply its truth. Deal with people where they are, until they begin to realize their true need. Then hold high the standard of Jesus for their lives. Their response may be, “We can never be that.” Then drive it home with, “Jesus Christ says you must.” “But how can we be?” “You can’t, unless you have a new Spirit” (see Luke 11:13).

There must be a sense of need created before your message is of any use. Thousands of people in this world profess to be happy without God. But if we could be truly happy and moral without Jesus, then why did He come? He came because that kind of happiness and peace is only superficial. Jesus Christ came to “bring . . . a sword” through every kind of peace that is not based on a personal relationship with Himself.


注意什麼?

我來,並不是叫地上太平,乃是叫地上動刀兵。 (太十34)

若有人的遭遇令你覺得神是冷酷無情的,不要對這人表示同情。神比想像中更柔和,他有時讓我們經歷艱難,是為我們的好處。人若不能通達主前,是由於他藏著不肯放下的東西--[我承認有錯,但我不打算放棄它。 ]對這樣的人是不需要同情的:即使他們憎惡敵擋我們的信息,也要直斥其非。人都愛神的祝福,可是卻不肯接受那些命中要害的東西。

神若是使用你,作他的僕人,你的信息就該不通融遷就,直指問題根源,否則人就得不著醫治。把信息清楚傳明,使人無可諱避。先從人的本相著手,直到他們發現自己的缺欠,然後舉出主耶穌的榜樣:[我們永遠也不能像耶穌一樣! ]你就立即說:[耶穌基督說你必須如此。 ][我們怎能如此? ][你不能,除非你有了更新的聖靈。 ](路十一13)

先要喚起人的需要,你的信息才派用場。世上千萬人沒有神,生活依然快活。我在耶穌未來以先,原是快活的,道德也不差,他來到底做什麼?原來那種快樂平安是建築在錯誤的水平上;耶穌基督來,就是要用刀劍刺透一切不是建基於與他個人關係的平安。

祈禱◆噢,主啊,今天我來到你的面前,願你的美善、恩典和充滿安慰的平安臨到我。願沒有任何風暴、不適或焦慮,觸動你在我生命中和在此處的平安。

December 18, 2012

Test of Faithfulness

We know that all things work together for good to those who love God . . . —Romans 8:28

It is only a faithful person who truly believes that God sovereignly controls his circumstances. We take our circumstances for granted, saying God is in control, but not really believing it. We act as if the things that happen were completely controlled by people. To be faithful in every circumstance means that we have only one loyalty, or object of our faith— the Lord Jesus Christ. God may cause our circumstances to suddenly fall apart, which may bring the realization of our unfaithfulness to Him for not recognizing that He had ordained the situation. We never saw what He was trying to accomplish, and that exact event will never be repeated in our life. This is where the test of our faithfulness comes. If we will just learn to worship God even during the difficult circumstances, He will change them for the better very quickly if He so chooses.

Being faithful to Jesus Christ is the most difficult thing we try to do today. We will be faithful to our work, to serving others, or to anything else; just don’t ask us to be faithful to Jesus Christ. Many Christians become very impatient when we talk about faithfulness to Jesus. Our Lord is dethroned more deliberately by Christian workers than by the world. We treat God as if He were a machine designed only to bless us, and we think of Jesus as just another one of the workers.

The goal of faithfulness is not that we will do work for God, but that He will be free to do His work through us. God calls us to His service and places tremendous responsibilities on us. He expects no complaining on our part and offers no explanation on His part. God wants to use us as He used His own Son.


忠心的考驗

我們曉得萬事都互相效力,叫愛神的人得益處。 (羅八28)

只有忠心耿耿的人,才相信神安排環境。我們往往過於隨便,不相信自己的境遇是神所安排;口頭上雖然說相信,但當事情發生,往往視作人的作為。在任何情況下忠心,是指只有一個忠心的對象,就是我們的主。神若忽然改變某一個環境,​​我們就發現自己的不忠,因為沒有看出這是出於神。我們根本看不出他的用意,而那件事我們的一生中也不會再重演。忠心的考驗都是在那刻臨到的。我們若學會在苦痛的環境中敬拜他,神願意的話,可以在兩秒鐘內把環境扭轉。

向耶穌基督效忠,是我們今日抗拒的事。我們可以忠於工作、事奉、或任何事情,但別叫我們效忠耶穌基督。不少信徒對效忠基督感到不耐煩。信主的人把主從寶座上推下來,比世界的人更甚。神成為一幅祝福人的機器,耶穌基督成為工人中的工人。重點不是在我們為神工作,而是在我們完全效忠,以致他能透過我作工--[我寄望於你的,是要你全力事奉,不發怨言,不求解釋。 ]神要用我們,像他用他兒子一樣。

祈禱◆噢,主啊,願你今天的臉光光照我們,使我們都以極大的甜蜜和自由來配合你的計劃,並且活潑輕快地與你一起走過。

December 14, 2012

The Great Life

Peace I leave with you, My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled . . . —John 14:27

Whenever we experience something difficult in our personal life, we are tempted to blame God. But we are the ones in the wrong, not God. Blaming God is evidence that we are refusing to let go of some disobedience somewhere in our lives. But as soon as we let go, everything becomes as clear as daylight to us. As long as we try to serve two masters, ourselves and God, there will be difficulties combined with doubt and confusion. Our attitude must be one of complete reliance on God. Once we get to that point, there is nothing easier than living the life of a saint. We encounter difficulties when we try to usurp the authority of the Holy Spirit for our own purposes.

God’s mark of approval, whenever you obey Him, is peace. He sends an immeasurable, deep peace; not a natural peace, “as the world gives,” but the peace of Jesus. Whenever peace does not come, wait until it does, or seek to find out why it is not coming. If you are acting on your own impulse, or out of a sense of the heroic, to be seen by others, the peace of Jesus will not exhibit itself. This shows no unity with God or confidence in Him. The spirit of simplicity, clarity, and unity is born through the Holy Spirit, not through your decisions. God counters our self-willed decisions with an appeal for simplicity and unity.

My questions arise whenever I cease to obey. When I do obey God, problems come, not between me and God, but as a means to keep my mind examining with amazement the revealed truth of God. But any problem that comes between God and myself is the result of disobedience. Any problem that comes while I obey God (and there will be many), increases my overjoyed delight, because I know that my Father knows and cares, and I can watch and anticipate how He will unravel my problems.


偉大的生命

我留下平安給你們,我將我的平安賜給你們……你們心裡不要憂愁……(約十四27)

    個人經歷若有什麼難過的事,我們很容易會怪責神;但出錯的實在不是神,而是我們。我們必定有什麼執著不肯放手,一旦肯放手,一切就必晴朗如白晝。若我們要同時事奉神,又事奉自己,就必產生困惑。我們必須對神抱完全信賴的態度,這樣,過成聖生活就輕而易舉了。有難處是因我們侵奪聖靈的主權,欲達成自己的目的。

    你什麼時候順服神,他的印證就是平安。那無比的平安,不是天然的,乃是主耶穌的平安。若平安不來,就要等候直至得著,或找出沒有平安的因由。若你行事是出於衝動,或英雄氣概,主的平安就不會印證;因為其中沒有對神的單純與信心。單純的靈是從聖靈而生的,不是出於你的決定,每一個決定,都帶來反作用,以致失掉單純。

    我一不順服,問題就來了。我若順服,問題就不會出於我與神之間,而只會挑旺我的心,叫我稀奇神啟示的奇妙。神與我之間任何的問題,都是出於順服。反之,若許多的問題在我順服神的當兒出現,只會增加我驚喜的欣愉,因為天父是明察的,我將可細察他怎樣解決這些問題。

祈禱◆噢,主啊,我投向你。我原本是一個無家可歸的人,直至你以你平安的穩妥、你慈愛的甜蜜感覺感動我,我的生命才產生改變。

November 30, 2012

“By the Grace of God I Am What I Am”

By the grace of God I am what I am, and His grace toward me was not in vain . . . —1 Corinthians 15:10

The way we continually talk about our own inabilities is an insult to our Creator. To complain over our incompetence is to accuse God falsely of having overlooked us. Get into the habit of examining from God’s perspective those things that sound so humble to men. You will be amazed at how unbelievably inappropriate and disrespectful they are to Him. We say things such as, “Oh, I shouldn’t claim to be sanctified; I’m not a saint.” But to say that before God means, “No, Lord, it is impossible for You to save and sanctify me; there are opportunities I have not had and so many imperfections in my brain and body; no, Lord, it isn’t possible.” That may sound wonderfully humble to others, but before God it is an attitude of defiance.

Conversely, the things that sound humble before God may sound exactly the opposite to people. To say, “Thank God, I know I am saved and sanctified,” is in God’s eyes the purest expression of humility. It means you have so completely surrendered yourself to God that you know He is true. Never worry about whether what you say sounds humble before others or not. But always be humble before God, and allow Him to be your all in all.

There is only one relationship that really matters, and that is your personal relationship to your personal Redeemer and Lord. If you maintain that at all costs, letting everything else go, God will fulfill His purpose through your life. One individual life may be of priceless value to God’s purposes, and yours may be that life.


November 22, 2012

Shallow and Profound

Whether you eat or drink, or whatever you do, do all to the glory of God —1 Corinthians 10:31

Beware of allowing yourself to think that the shallow aspects of life are not ordained by God; they are ordained by Him equally as much as the profound. We sometimes refuse to be shallow, not out of our deep devotion to God but because we wish to impress other people with the fact that we are not shallow. This is a sure sign of spiritual pride. We must be careful, for this is how contempt for others is produced in our lives. And it causes us to be a walking rebuke to other people because they are more shallow than we are. Beware of posing as a profound person— God became a baby.

To be shallow is not a sign of being sinful, nor is shallowness an indication that there is no depth to your life at all— the ocean has a shore. Even the shallow things of life, such as eating and drinking, walking and talking, are ordained by God. These are all things our Lord did. He did them as the Son of God, and He said, “A disciple is not above his teacher . . .” (Matthew 10:24).

We are safeguarded by the shallow things of life. We have to live the surface, commonsense life in a commonsense way. Then when God gives us the deeper things, they are obviously separated from the shallow concerns. Never show the depth of your life to anyone but God. We are so nauseatingly serious, so desperately interested in our own character and reputation, we refuse to behave like Christians in the shallow concerns of life.

Make a determination to take no one seriously except God. You may find that the first person you must be the most critical with, as being the greatest fraud you have ever known, is yourself.


November 18, 2012

Winning into Freedom

If the Son makes you free, you shall be free indeed —John 8:36

If there is even a trace of individual self-satisfaction left in us, it always says, “I can’t surrender,” or “I can’t be free.” But the spiritual part of our being never says “I can’t”; it simply soaks up everything around it. Our spirit hungers for more and more. It is the way we are built. We are designed with a great capacity for God, but sin, our own individuality, and wrong thinking keep us from getting to Him. God delivers us from sin— we have to deliver ourselves from our individuality. This means offering our natural life to God and sacrificing it to Him, so He may transform it into spiritual life through our obedience.

God pays no attention to our natural individuality in the development of our spiritual life. His plan runs right through our natural life. We must see to it that we aid and assist God, and not stand against Him by saying, “I can’t do that.” God will not discipline us; we must discipline ourselves. God will not bring our “arguments . . . and every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ” (2 Corinthians 10:5)— we have to do it. Don’t say, “Oh, Lord, I suffer from wandering thoughts.” Don’t suffer from wandering thoughts. Stop listening to the tyranny of your individual natural life and win freedom into the spiritual life.

“If the Son makes you free . . . .” Do not substitute Savior for Son in this passage. The Savior has set us free from sin, but this is the freedom that comes from being set free from myself by the Son. It is what Paul meant in Galatians 2:20 when he said, “I have been crucified with Christ . . . .” His individuality had been broken and his spirit had been united with his Lord; not just merged into Him, but made one with Him. “. . . you shall be free indeed”— free to the very core of your being; free from the inside to the outside. We tend to rely on our own energy, instead of being energized by the power that comes from identification with Jesus.


邁進自由

天父的兒子若叫你們自由,你們就真自由了。 (約八36)

人若還存在留任何的自負,總是說:[我辦不到。 ]但[人格]永不說[辦不到],它會不斷吸取。 [人格]總是渴求得到更多,因為我們是被造成這樣的。我們被造,對神有極大的渴求;阻隔我們近神的,是罪和我們的[個性]。神救我們脫離罪;我們卻要救自己脫離個性,就是要天然的生命作活祭獻給神,直至因順服而改變成屬靈的生命。

在屬靈生命的過程中,神不會理會我們天然的個性,他的命令會直闖我們天然的生命。我們要協助神,而不要阻擋他說:[我辦不到。 ]神不會操練我們,我們要操練自己。神不會管制我們每一個念頭與幻想,這工作我們要自己做。不要說:[主啊,我思想時常浮游,好苦! ]那就不要再浮游,不要再受個性的操縱,乃要釋放出來,活出真正的個性。

[天父的兒子若叫你們自由……]不要用[救主]代替[兒子],救主救我們離罪;這個自由卻是從[兒子]而來的。保羅在加拉太書二章20節正是這意思:[我已經與基督同釘十字架],他天然的[個性]已破碎了,他的人格與主合一,不是混合,乃是合一。 [你們就真自由了],自由的本質是內裡的自由。我們堅持的是主動,而不是被動的推向與主耶穌認同。

祈禱◆主啊,我何等需要你和渴慕你。求你完完全全地回到我裡面,將你的生命注滿我們的意念和心靈,直至滿溢,願榮耀歸於你的名。

November 17, 2012

The Eternal Goal

By Myself I have sworn, says the Lord, because you have done this thing . . . I will bless you . . . —Genesis 22:16-17

Abraham, at this point, has reached where he is in touch with the very nature of God. He now understands the reality of God.

My goal is God Himself . . .
At any cost, dear Lord, by any road.

“At any cost . . . by any road” means submitting to God’s way of bringing us to the goal.

There is no possibility of questioning God when He speaks, if He speaks to His own nature in me. Prompt obedience is the only result. When Jesus says, “Come,” I simply come; when He says, “Let go,” I let go; when He says, “Trust God in this matter,” I trust. This work of obedience is the evidence that the nature of God is in me.

God’s revelation of Himself to me is influenced by my character, not by God’s character.

’Tis because I am ordinary,
Thy ways so often look ordinary to me.

It is through the discipline of obedience that I get to the place where Abraham was and I see who God is. God will never be real to me until I come face to face with Him in Jesus Christ. Then I will know and can boldly proclaim, “In all the world, my God, there is none but Thee, there is none but Thee.”

The promises of God are of no value to us until, through obedience, we come to understand the nature of God. We may read some things in the Bible every day for a year and they may mean nothing to us. Then, because we have been obedient to God in some small detail, we suddenly see what God means and His nature is instantly opened up to us. “All the promises of God in Him are Yes, and in Him Amen . . .” (2 Corinthians 1:20). Our “Yes” must be born of obedience; when by obedience we ratify a promise of God by saying, “Amen,” or, “So be it.” That promise becomes ours.


永恆的目標

你既行了這事……我便指著自己起誓說,論福,我必賜大福給你……。 (創二十二15-19)

亞伯拉罕接觸到神的本性,他如今明白神的真實。 [神自己,是我的目標,不論代價,親愛的主,不論何方。 ]

不論代價,不論何方,就是自己沒有任何可選擇的,只求神帶領到達目標。若神對我裡面的性情說話,我根本不會質疑發問,只會馬上順服。耶穌說:[來],我就來;他說:[放手],我就放手;他說:[這事要信靠神],我就信靠。整個過程證明了神的性情在我裡面。

神對我啟示他自己,決定於我的品性,而不在於神的品性。 [由於我是卑賤的,以致你的道路,在我看來也往往是卑賤的。 ]在順服的操練下,我來到亞伯拉罕曾到之處,認識神是誰。我沒有在主耶穌裡與神面對面以前,沒有遇到一位真的神,但如今我知道[在整個世界中,除你以外,我再沒有誰]。

神的應許對我們毫無價值,除非我們藉順服明白神的本性。聖經的話可以念過三百六十五次,而仍對我們毫無意義。但突然我們卻看出神的意思,因為在某些事上我們順服神,他的性情立刻向我們開敞了。 [神的應許不論有多少,在基督都是是的,所以藉著他也是實在的。 ]這個[是的],必須從順服中出來;我們若藉著生命中的順服對應許說[阿們],那應許就屬於我們。

祈禱◆主啊,求你喚醒我,以致我那必死的身體,能真正成為一個順服聖靈的僕人。

November 16, 2012

Still Human!

. . . whatever you do, do all to the glory of God —1 Corinthians 10:31

In the Scriptures, the great miracle of the incarnation slips into the ordinary life of a child; the great miracle of the transfiguration fades into the demon-possessed valley below; the glory of the resurrection descends into a breakfast on the seashore. This is not an anticlimax, but a great revelation of God.

We have a tendency to look for wonder in our experience, and we mistake heroic actions for real heroes. It’s one thing to go through a crisis grandly, yet quite another to go through every day glorifying God when there is no witness, no limelight, and no one paying even the remotest attention to us. If we are not looking for halos, we at least want something that will make people say, “What a wonderful man of prayer he is!” or, “What a great woman of devotion she is!” If you are properly devoted to the Lord Jesus, you have reached the lofty height where no one would ever notice you personally. All that is noticed is the power of God coming through you all the time.

We want to be able to say, “Oh, I have had a wonderful call from God!” But to do even the most humbling tasks to the glory of God takes the Almighty God Incarnate working in us. To be utterly unnoticeable requires God’s Spirit in us making us absolutely humanly His. The true test of a saint’s life is not successfulness but faithfulness on the human level of life. We tend to set up success in Christian work as our purpose, but our purpose should be to display the glory of God in human life, to live a life “hidden with Christ in God” in our everyday human conditions (Colossians 3:3). Our human relationships are the very conditions in which the ideal life of God should be exhibited.


仍然是人

無論作什麼,都要為榮耀神而行。 (林前十31)

道成肉身的超其,湮沒在平凡的童年生活;登山變象的輝煌光彩,消失在鬼附的山谷間;復活的榮耀,降卑成為海旁早餐。這不是反高潮,而是神極大的啟示。我們總有一種傾向,就是想去追求超奇的經歷;錯把英雄感當作英雄。在重大關頭昂然度過是一回事,在每天生活中榮耀神,沒有人作證,沒有光彩,絲毫沒有被注意,又是另一回事。我們 有時雖然不求中世紀那種聖人的光環,也想做些事令人家說:[看他是個多麼會祈禱的人! ]或[她多虔誠,多熱心! ]可是,若你對主耶穌有正確的獻上,人所注意的是神透過你流露出來的大能。

[噢,我從神得到一個奇妙的呼召! ]其實要在最卑微的生活上榮耀神,正需要那全能的神在我們裡面,才可以做得到。惟有聖靈在我們裡面,才能使我們完全地屬於他,以致全不為人所注意。聖徒生命的考驗不在於成功,而是對實際生活的忠心。我們會以在基督教事工上的成功作目標,可是正確的目標,乃是在生活上彰顯神的榮耀,在屬世的環境下,活出與基督一同藏在神裡面的生命。屬神的理想生命,是在人與人之間的實際關係上表現出來。

祈禱◆主啊,在今天的讀經中,一下這句話使我的心靈震盪--[摩西這樣行,耶和華怎樣吩咐他,他就照樣行了。 ]

November 15, 2012

“What Is That to You?”

Peter . . . said to Jesus, ’But Lord, what about this man?’ Jesus said to him, ’. . . what is that to you? You follow Me’ —John 21:21-22

One of the hardest lessons to learn comes from our stubborn refusal to refrain from interfering in other people’s lives. It takes a long time to realize the danger of being an amateur providence, that is, interfering with God’s plan for others. You see someone suffering and say, “He will not suffer, and I will make sure that he doesn’t.” You put your hand right in front of God’s permissive will to stop it, and then God says, “What is that to you?” Is there stagnation in your spiritual life? Don’t allow it to continue, but get into God’s presence and find out the reason for it. You will possibly find it is because you have been interfering in the life of another— proposing things you had no right to propose, or advising when you had no right to advise. When you do have to give advice to another person, God will advise through you with the direct understanding of His Spirit. Your part is to maintain the right relationship with God so that His discernment can come through you continually for the purpose of blessing someone else.

Most of us live only within the level of consciousness— consciously serving and consciously devoted to God. This shows immaturity and the fact that we’re not yet living the real Christian life. Maturity is produced in the life of a child of God on the unconscious level, until we become so totally surrendered to God that we are not even aware of being used by Him. When we are consciously aware of being used as broken bread and poured-out wine, we have yet another level to reach— a level where all awareness of ourselves and of what God is doing through us is completely eliminated. A saint is never consciously a saint— a saint is consciously dependent on God.


與你何干?

主啊,這人將來如何? ……與你何干?你跟從我罷。 (約二十一21-22)

我們最難學的功課之一,就是放棄對別人生命的干涉。我們要經很長的時間才明白,干涉神在別人生命中的吩咐,是很危險的。你看見人家受苦,你就說:[他不該受​​苦,我要設法使他不受苦。 ]那你便是阻撓神容許的旨意。神說:[與你何干? ]若你的靈性停滯不前,不可聽其自然,必須到神面前尋出根源。很可能是因為你在干擾別人的生命;或提供你無權提供的;或指點你無權指點的。要是神真要你勸勉別人,他必定叫你的勸勉,直接有聖靈感動。你的責任是保持與神有正確良好的關係,以致他的智慧,能隨時隨地透過你叫他人得福。

我們多半活在意識的邊境上--自覺是在事奉神,自覺愛神。這都是不成熟的,並不屬於那真正的生命。成熟的表現是不再憑觀感知覺;我們對神完全的歸服,以致不再意識到自己被神使用。我們若仍意識到被神用作劈開的餅何澆奠的酒,那麼,就得追求另一個境界,就是把自覺的意識,以及神透過我們工作的意識,都同時消除。聖徒是從不自覺是聖徒,他們只知依靠神。

祈禱◆噢,願我藉著你內住的聖靈,將我與敬拜、美善和聖潔連合起來。主啊,感動我的身體和心靈,直至它們能為著你而融合為一。

November 04, 2012

The Authority of Truth

Draw near to God and He will draw near to you —James 4:8

It is essential that you give people the opportunity to act on the truth of God. The responsibility must be left with the individual— you cannot act for him. It must be his own deliberate act, but the evangelical message should always lead him to action. Refusing to act leaves a person paralyzed, exactly where he was previously. But once he acts, he is never the same. It is the apparent folly of the truth that stands in the way of hundreds who have been convicted by the Spirit of God. Once I press myself into action, I immediately begin to live. Anything less is merely existing. The moments I truly live are the moments when I act with my entire will.

When a truth of God is brought home to your soul, never allow it to pass without acting on it internally in your will, not necessarily externally in your physical life. Record it with ink and with blood— work it into your life. The weakest saint who transacts business with Jesus Christ is liberated the second he acts and God’s almighty power is available on his behalf. We come up to the truth of God, confess we are wrong, but go back again. Then we approach it again and turn back, until we finally learn we have no business going back. When we are confronted with such a word of truth from our redeeming Lord, we must move directly to transact business with Him. “Come to Me . . .” (Matthew 11:28). His word come means “to act.” Yet the last thing we want to do is come. But everyone who does come knows that, at that very moment, the supernatural power of the life of God invades him. The dominating power of the world, the flesh, and the devil is now paralyzed; not by your act, but because your act has joined you to God and tapped you in to His redemptive power.


真實的權威

你們親近神,神就必親近你們。 (雅四8)

我們必須讓人有機會行神的真理,這責任是個人的,別人無法代行。他必須蓄意去行,但福音的資訊也該引導他的行動。不肯行動叫人癱瘓,使人依然故我;一有行動,就不同了。多少被神的靈感動的人,都因不肯行動而受阻擋。行動的那一刻,我就活了;其馀的時候,我不過是存在的個體。以整個意志投入行動,就是我存在的個體。以整個意志投入行動,就是我真正活著的時候。

不要讓神放在你心裡的某一真理成為過去,無所行動。不單是肉身的行動,更是意誌上的。不管用筆墨或用血,要把它記錄下來。最柔弱的信徒若與耶穌基督相交,在他行動的那一刻,就得著釋放,神的大能就屬於他了。我們明白神的真理,承認自己的錯,又重蹈覆轍;以後又再達到真理,但不久又故態復萌;這情況要到我們學會不應回頭,才停止下來。對救主的話要全無保留地接納,與他來一次交易。他說[來],就是交易的意思。 [到我這裡來。 ]我們往往非到最後也不肯[來]。其實過來人就知道,一[來],神超然的生命就立刻進到他裡面。世界、肉體、魔鬼對他的控制就立刻癱瘓,不是因為你的行動,而是因你的行動把你連接到神救贖的大能去。

祈禱◆主啊,我只有一件事情- 就是有聲和無聲的需要你。 [靈性貧乏]這詞,正描述了我對自己的一點認識。我來到你面前,全然地需要你。

November 03, 2012

A Bondservant of Jesus

I have been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me . . . —Galatians 2:20

These words mean the breaking and collapse of my independence brought about by my own hands, and the surrendering of my life to the supremacy of the Lord Jesus. No one can do this for me, I must do it myself. God may bring me up to this point three hundred and sixty-five times a year, but He cannot push me through it. It means breaking the hard outer layer of my individual independence from God, and the liberating of myself and my nature into oneness with Him; not following my own ideas, but choosing absolute loyalty to Jesus. Once I am at that point, there is no possibility of misunderstanding. Very few of us know anything about loyalty to Christ or understand what He meant when He said, “. . . for My sake” (Matthew 5:11). That is what makes a strong saint.

Has that breaking of my independence come? All the rest is religious fraud. The one point to decide is— will I give up? Will I surrender to Jesus Christ, placing no conditions whatsoever as to how the brokenness will come? I must be broken from my own understanding of myself. When I reach that point, immediately the reality of the supernatural identification with Jesus Christ takes place. And the witness of the Spirit of God is unmistakable— “I have been crucified with Christ . . .”

The passion of Christianity comes from deliberately signing away my own rights and becoming a bondservant of Jesus Christ. Until I do that, I will not begin to be a saint.

One student a year who hears God’s call would be sufficient for God to have called the Bible Training College into existence. This college has no value as an organization, not even academically. Its sole value for existence is for God to help Himself to lives. Will we allow Him to help Himself to us, or are we more concerned with our own ideas of what we are going to be?


耶穌的奴隸

我已經與基督同釘十字架,現在活著的,不再是我,乃是基督在我裡面活著。 (加二20)

這句話的意思是我親手折斷自己的主權,完全降服於主耶穌至高的權威。沒有人可以替我做,我必須自己去行。神可以在一年有三百六十五次叫我們面臨作決定的時刻,可是他不能推我過去。我必須打破脫離神而獨立的外殼,釋放整個人格,與他合一;不再跟從自己的主意,完全效忠主耶穌。一旦,如此,就無可爭辯了。很少人真正知道甚麽叫效忠基​​督- 就是[為我(主)的緣故。 ]有這個才有精忠的聖徒。

這破碎的關鍵到了沒有?其他的事都不過是敬虔的偽殼。決定性的一點是- 我肯不肯無條件投降,順服基督?我必須打破實現自我的企圖,這樣,與主認同的超然事實就隨即出現,聖靈的見證就明明可見- [我已經與基督同釘十字架。 ]

我對基督教的熱誠,就是特意把自己的主權捨棄,作耶穌基督的奴僕。若非如此,我尚未踏上成聖之路。

只要每年有一個學生被神呼召,就是以肯定這間神學院的存在價值。若只作為一間機構,這學院沒有什麽價值。它不是為學術研究,其最大的用意是讓神可以隨意得著人的生命。他可以隨意使用我們麽?還是我們仍然讓自我實現的念頭佔據?

祈禱◆主啊,因著我肉體的軟弱,我與你的相交也顯得枯燥乏味,然而我的心卻是欣喜的,我的肉體亦將在盼望中安息。

November 02, 2012

Obedience or Independence?

If you love Me, keep My commandments —John 14:15

Our Lord never insists on obedience. He stresses very definitely what we ought to do, but He never forces us to do it. We have to obey Him out of a oneness of spirit with Him. That is why whenever our Lord talked about discipleship, He prefaced it with an “If,” meaning, “You do not need to do this unless you desire to do so.” “If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself . . .” (Luke 9:23). In other words, “To be My disciple, let him give up his right to himself to Me.” Our Lord is not talking about our eternal position, but about our being of value to Him in this life here and now. That is why He sounds so stern (see Luke 14:26). Never try to make sense from these words by separating them from the One who spoke them.

The Lord does not give me rules, but He makes His standard very clear. If my relationship to Him is that of love, I will do what He says without hesitation. If I hesitate, it is because I love someone I have placed in competition with Him, namely, myself. Jesus Christ will not force me to obey Him, but I must. And as soon as I obey Him, I fulfill my spiritual destiny. My personal life may be crowded with small, petty happenings, altogether insignificant. But if I obey Jesus Christ in the seemingly random circumstances of life, they become pinholes through which I see the face of God. Then, when I stand face to face with God, I will discover that through my obedience thousands were blessed. When God’s redemption brings a human soul to the point of obedience, it always produces. If I obey Jesus Christ, the redemption of God will flow through me to the lives of others, because behind the deed of obedience is the reality of Almighty God.


權柄與自主

你們若愛我,就必遵守我的命令。 (約十四15)

我們的主從不堅持要人順服他;他雖然強調什麽是當行的,卻從不運用手段強逼我們去行。我們順服他必須出於靈裡的合一。因此,主談到作門徒時,總加上[若]字- 你要是不想,可以不做。 [若有人要跟從我,就當捨己。 ]你要放棄自己的主權,把它交給主。主並不是論及永世的地位,他乃是說在現今的景況中,怎樣才可以成為他合用的器皿。正因如此,主的話聽來是這樣嚴厲(比較路十四26)。千萬不要撇下說這話的那一位主,去解釋經文。

主並沒有給我什麽規條,他把標准說得很清楚;我若是愛他,會毫不猶豫去遵行他的話。若我猶豫不行,就表明我另有所愛,而這一位與他爭競的,就是我自己。主耶穌不會推我順服他,我必須自己順服。一順服,我就成就了在屬靈領域中神所定命的。個人生命中也許充塞了無數瑣事,根本無人留意的;可是若在這等無常的際遇中順服主,這些事就成為我見神面的洞口。

當我與神面對面,會發現千萬人因我的順服而蒙福。人的心一旦順服,神的救贖就必然產生創造力。我若順服基督,神的救贖就會透過我湧流倒別的生命上,因為在順服的行動背後,是全能神的實體。

祈禱◆噢,主啊,願你探測我靈裡最深藏的動機- 聖靈就在此處為我們代求,並且看出我們未能表達的禱文。

October 10, 2012

How Will I Know?

Jesus answered and said, ’I thank You, Father . . . that You have hidden these things from the wise and prudent and have revealed them to babes’ —Matthew 11:25

We do not grow into a spiritual relationship step by step— we either have a relationship or we do not. God does not continue to cleanse us more and more from sin— “But if we walk in the light,” we are cleansed “from all sin” (1 John 1:7). It is a matter of obedience, and once we obey, the relationship is instantly perfected. But if we turn away from obedience for even one second, darkness and death are immediately at work again.

All of God’s revealed truths are sealed until they are opened to us through obedience. You will never open them through philosophy or thinking. But once you obey, a flash of light comes immediately. Let God’s truth work into you by immersing yourself in it, not by worrying into it. The only way you can get to know the truth of God is to stop trying to find out and by being born again. If you obey God in the first thing He shows you, then He instantly opens up the next truth to you. You could read volumes on the work of the Holy Spirit, when five minutes of total, uncompromising obedience would make things as clear as sunlight. Don’t say, “I suppose I will understand these things someday!” You can understand them now. And it is not study that brings understanding to you, but obedience. Even the smallest bit of obedience opens heaven, and the deepest truths of God immediately become yours. Yet God will never reveal more truth about Himself to you, until you have obeyed what you know already. Beware of becoming one of the “wise and prudent.” “If anyone wills to do His will, he shall know . . .” (John 7:17).


我怎知道?

父啊,天地的主,我感謝你,因為你將這些事,向聰明通達人,就藏起來,向嬰孩,就顯出來。 (太十一25)

在屬靈的關係上,沒有漸長這回事;有就有,沒有就是沒有。神並不是愈來愈洗清我們的罪,而是我們若行在光中,一切罪就除掉了。問題是順服與否,若順服,那關係就隨即完全了。只要一秒鐘不順服,黑暗與死亡就隨即作工。

神所有的啟示全都是密封的,不能靠哲學或思想開啟。只有靠順服,才向我們開啟。一順服,亮光就來。不是牽腸掛肚地要進入真理,乃是要浸在真理中,好叫他能在你裡面作工。要認識真理,就只有靠重生,而不是靠追尋。順服神告訴你的事,下一步就會向你顯明。關於聖靈的工作,我們可以讀萬卷書,但只要有五分鐘的完全順服,事情就明朗如目光。 [我想總有一天會明白的。 ]其實你如今就可以明白。不是靠研究,乃是靠順服。一點點的順服,就能打開天門,神深奧的真理就立即屬於你了。你若尚未順服神向你啟示的真理,他不會再向你顯示更多真理。要當心變得[聰明通達]。

祈禱◆噢,主啊,願我從肉體和心靈的各種污穢中自潔;除去屬靈生命中所有的粗糙品質,以致我可以在滿足的喜樂中,在你裡面居住。

October 08, 2012

Coming to Jesus

Come to Me . . . —Matthew 11:28

Isn’t it humiliating to be told that we must come to Jesus! Think of the things about which we will not come to Jesus Christ. If you want to know how real you are, test yourself by these words— “Come to Me . . . .” In every dimension in which you are not real, you will argue or evade the issue altogether rather than come; you will go through sorrow rather than come; and you will do anything rather than come the last lap of the race of seemingly unspeakable foolishness and say, “Just as I am, I come.” As long as you have even the least bit of spiritual disrespect, it will always reveal itself in the fact that you are expecting God to tell you to do something very big, and yet all He is telling you to do is to “Come . . . .”

“Come to Me . . . .” When you hear those words, you will know that something must happen in you before you can come. The Holy Spirit will show you what you have to do, and it will involve anything that will uproot whatever is preventing you from getting through to Jesus. And you will never get any further until you are willing to do that very thing. The Holy Spirit will search out that one immovable stronghold within you, but He cannot budge it unless you are willing to let Him do so.

How often have you come to God with your requests and gone away thinking, “I’ve really received what I wanted this time!” And yet you go away with nothing, while all the time God has stood with His hands outstretched not only to take you but also for you to take Him. Just think of the invincible, unconquerable, and untiring patience of Jesus, who lovingly says, “Come to Me. . . .


唯獨基督

到我這裡來。 (太十一28)

要我到耶穌那裡去,豈非卑躬屈膝?試想想有什麼事令我們不想到耶穌那裡去。若想知道自己的真面目,可以用[到我這裡來]這句話考一考自己。你若有任何不真誠,都會千方百計爭辯,不肯到主那裡去;你會逃避,不肯去;你寧可吃苦也不去;你寧可作任何事,也不願走這最後一程自認完全無知的路--[依我本相到主跟前]。只要你仍有一丁點兒屬靈的自負,總會期望神叫你做大事,而他只叫你到他那裡去。

[到我這裡來。 ]聽見這句話時,便知道你未去他那里以前,某些事情必然發生。聖靈會指示你所當作的,叫你從根本的問題上下斧,除掉那阻路的東西。你不去解決,就無法再前進。聖靈會指出死結所在,但他不能強行解開,他要你自己甘願去解開。

多少時候,你來到神面前祈求,覺得這一次總可以成就了,可是每次都空手而回。其實神一直張開手等待你,要得著你,也要你得著他。想想主耶穌那無法淹沒、無可抗拒、不厭其煩的忍耐--[到我這裡來]。

祈禱◆噢,主啊,詩人的話對我何其真實--[我的性命幾乎歸於塵土。 ]我的靈魂鋪滿了塵土,主啊,求你按照你的話語激發我。言語藉著你的靈而得著生機,它所帶來的生命將是何等完美!主啊,願你現在便發聲。

October 02, 2012

The Place of Humiliation

If You can do anything, have compassion on us and help us —Mark 9:22

After every time of exaltation, we are brought down with a sudden rush into things as they really are, where it is neither beautiful, poetic, nor thrilling. The height of the mountaintop is measured by the dismal drudgery of the valley, but it is in the valley that we have to live for the glory of God. We see His glory on the mountain, but we never live for His glory there. It is in the place of humiliation that we find our true worth to God— that is where our faithfulness is revealed. Most of us can do things if we are always at some heroic level of intensity, simply because of the natural selfishness of our own hearts. But God wants us to be at the drab everyday level, where we live in the valley according to our personal relationship with Him. Peter thought it would be a wonderful thing for them to remain on the mountain, but Jesus Christ took the disciples down from the mountain and into the valley, where the true meaning of the vision was explained (see Mark 9:5-6 , Mark 14-23).

“If you can do anything . . . .” It takes the valley of humiliation to remove the skepticism from us. Look back at your own experience and you will find that until you learned who Jesus really was, you were a skillful skeptic about His power. When you were on the mountaintop you could believe anything, but what about when you were faced with the facts of the valley? You may be able to give a testimony regarding your sanctification, but what about the thing that is a humiliation to you right now? The last time you were on the mountain with God, you saw that all the power in heaven and on earth belonged to Jesus— will you be skeptical now, simply because you are in the valley of humiliation?


謙卑的領域

你若能作什麼,求你憐憫我們,幫助我們。 (可九22)

每次高峰經歷之後,神會突然把我們帶下山去,面對既不美麗,也不詩意,更無興奮可言的現實。山峰的高度是以山谷中單調的生活來量度的,但正是這山谷的生活,才是榮耀神的生活。我們在山頂上看見神的榮耀,但卻永不會在那里為榮耀他而活。在謙卑低微的境地中,才真正顯露我們對神的價值,顯出我們的忠貞。在英雄的高台上,多半人都可以大顯身手,因為我們心中有自私的天性;但神卻要我們處身在枯燥平凡的境地,要我們在山谷中,單憑與他的關係而活。彼得以為留在山上最好不過,可是主耶穌卻把門徒從山上帶下山谷,在那裡,山上的異象才得以啟露。

[你若能作什麼……]在山谷的卑微中,才能把我們多疑的根拔掉。試回想你的經歷,在你認識主耶穌是誰以前,你是一個奸狡的不信者。在山上的時候,你什麼都相信,可是在山谷中面對現實時又如何呢?你大可以作見證,說成聖之道,可是對那如今令你屈辱的事,你如何處理?上一次你與神在山上,看見天上地下權柄都在耶穌手中;如今在卑下的山谷中,你有沒有疑惑?

祈禱◆主啊,昔日我在你面前的生活,彷如四處漂流、黯淡無光,直至你在我裡面出現。因著我相信你大能的救贖,我稱頌你,可是,噢,能察覺你的感動竟然會帶來如此的分別!

September 27, 2012

The “Go” of Renunciation

. . . someone said to Him, ’Lord, I will follow You wherever You go’ —Luke 9:57

Our Lord’s attitude toward this man was one of severe discouragement, “for He knew what was in man” (John 2:25). We would have said, “I can’t imagine why He lost the opportunity of winning that man! Imagine being so cold to him and turning him away so discouraged!” Never apologize for your Lord. The words of the Lord hurt and offend until there is nothing left to be hurt or offended. Jesus Christ had no tenderness whatsoever toward anything that was ultimately going to ruin a person in his service to God. Our Lord’s answers were not based on some whim or impulsive thought, but on the knowledge of “what was in man.” If the Spirit of God brings to your mind a word of the Lord that hurts you, you can be sure that there is something in you that He wants to hurt to the point of its death.

Luke 9:58 These words destroy the argument of serving Jesus Christ because it is a pleasant thing to do. And the strictness of the rejection that He demands of me allows for nothing to remain in my life but my Lord, myself, and a sense of desperate hope. He says that I must let everyone else come or go, and that I must be guided solely by my relationship to Him. And He says, “. . . the Son of Man has nowhere to lay His head.”

Luke 9:59 This man did not want to disappoint Jesus, nor did he want to show a lack of respect for his father. We put our sense of loyalty to our relatives ahead of our loyalty to Jesus Christ, forcing Him to take last place. When your loyalties conflict, always obey Jesus Christ whatever the cost.

Luke 9:61 The person who says, “Lord, I will follow You, but . . .,” is the person who is intensely ready to go, but never goes. This man had reservations about going. The exacting call of Jesus has no room for good-byes; good-byes, as we often use them, are pagan, not Christian, because they divert us from the call. Once the call of God comes to you, start going and never stop.


[去]的放棄

你無論往那裡去,我要跟從你。 (路九57)

主叫這人極度的洩氣,他用這個態度是因為他知道人心。我們會說:[多可惜,失去了得著那個人的機會! ][竟用北風把他凍結,叫他沮喪而回。 ]不必為你的主抱歉。主的話往往頂撞刺傷,知道無可再頂撞刺傷。主耶穌對那些至終摧毀人事奉神的東西,絕不憐惜呵護。主的回答不是順口而出,乃是根據他對人內心的認識而說。若神的靈叫你想起主一句刺傷你的話,那麼一定有什麼東西,是主想戳傷至死地的。

第58節這幾句話,對那為悅己心而事奉主的人是當頭棒喝。棄絕的要求是嚴峻的,最後只剩下我的主,我,和一個孤絕的盼望。 [讓那一百倍去或留,你的目標必須是我與你的關係,而我沒有枕頭的地方。 ]

第59節這人不想令耶穌失望,也不想傷父親的心。我們會把對家人敏感的忠誠,替代了對主耶穌的忠誠,主耶穌竟排在末位。在效忠的矛盾裡,必須不惜代價順服主。

第61節有人說:[主,我要跟從你,但……]這人準備齊全了,卻從不出發。他還有一兩項保留。主耶穌肯定的呼召是沒有話別的餘地,因為話別往往出於不信者,而非信徒。神的呼召一來,就要出發,不可止步。

祈禱◆我們感謝你,因為在你裡面沒有永別。我們向你祈求,願你的冠冕和印記臨到我們每個人,直至我們能面對面地見你。